I just need a peace of mind. I’m tired of being unhappy. I feel like my young life has been wasted. Is being happy too much to ask for? Why do I have to pretend that I’m happy instead of faking it. I got so much pressure on me. My life just gets worse. People might think my problems aren’t that serious but if you were in my shoes then you’ll feel the weight of depression. I’ll never understand what God purpose is for me. I just need to get away from everything. I don’t want to be around judgement, negative energy, or stress.