Patterns

Active on social media

Half ass stories

Excuses

So “tired”

But still on social media though

Been “busy”

But still on social media though

Nothing is adding up

Patterns

Ghosting for hours

Routines

Predictable

No need to ask questions

The signs are there

I’m less important on your list of interest

It’s cool though

I’ll rather distant myself

The truth revealed itself

You played yourself

Thinking I was going to stick around for the bullshit

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Overthinking 🤯

Sometimes I get caught up in overthinking

That’s my bad

Those thoughts drive me mad

Feeling like a lunatic

In my own head

It possesses me like an entity

Creeps in where it’s unwanted

Encourages negative behavior

Thoughts got me trapped like I’m locked away in a chamber

No one can come in and be my savior

Overthinking

You get the best of me

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Beauty She Sees

Beauty

Is what she saw when she let happiness in her life

Beauty washes over her internally and externally

Skin Glowing

Blessings flowing

Self-esteem high

She grew into the person she always wanted to be

Life changed her

Proving enemies wrong

Dreams coming true

This is the life she envisions

This is the beauty she sees

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Worst Emotion a Person Can Feel

Heartbreak is the worst emotion a person can feel. It’s a pain you’ll never get used to. The pain can literally kill you inside. When people used to say you can die from a heartbreak. I didn’t take what they said seriously until I had my first one. My heart felt like it shut down on me. Nothing would make me go back in time to experience that again. Heartbreak doesn’t feel good at all. Most would say they wouldn’t wish that on their worse enemy. I don’t blame them because I wouldn’t neither. Our emotions get the best of us. Sometimes it may feel like we can’t control them. Don’t let your emotions stop you from following your heart.  Would you consider heartbreak as an emotion?

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Letter to You…

You don’t know about my silent cries at night. You’ll never understand how much I still hurt inside from your mistakes. I’m so damage to the point I don’t think I can love anyone anymore. There is an emptiness in my heart. Nothing can make it feel whole again. Sometimes I blame myself for not leaving when I had ways out. Every time I tell you the truth you can handle it. I can’t stick around with someone who damages my heart. You were my first heartbreak. I was never the since that day or shall I say night. As I’m writing this my face is stained with tears. That shit stills hurt! Every time it replays in my head. The pain still feels fresh in my heart. Even though I want someone special in my life. I don’t think I’ll be able to love them like I want to. I’ll be stuck in fear that they will intentionally break my heart. I hate that it has to be this way.

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Coping with Depression (You’re not Alone)

Dealing with depression is tough. It’s even tougher when you feel like you have no one to talk about it with. Depression makes you want to isolate yourself from everyone. There is a feeling of sadness, rage, and a head full of negative thoughts that linger inside of you. Lying in bed all day and night starts to be a regular routine. Please do not feel ashamed that you go through depression.

Just know that you’re not going through it alone. I go through depression myself. When I’m feeling this way I don’t want to be bothered at all. I have to lay in bed and cry things out. Then I have to comfort myself to reassure myself that I will get better. Since I can’t talk to anyone that understands what’s going on. I had to learn how to make myself feel better.

Some of you might be thinking why don’t you get out of the house to do something to make yourself feel better. From my experience that only helps for a short while. When I get back home I’ll be attacked by my depression again. This is why I have to cope with my depression either through my writing or trying to reverse my negative thoughts with positive ones.

This article is a dedication to anyone that goes through depression like me and doesn’t feel like anyone understands you. I will be that person you can vent/talk to about how you’re feeling. That’s if you feel comfortable with that. Depression is serious. We all have to find ways to overcome it. Everyone deals with depression different so don’t worry. Sharing your experiences can help others too!

Here are ways anyone can contact me if they need advice or want me to share their experiences on my blog anonymously. Don’t be afraid to come talk to me.

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You Snatched My Soul (Des Blog-a-thon) #29

When you told me you never loved me

You snatched my soul

When you decided to with her and not me

You snatched my soul

When  you called me a hoe, bitch, and liar

You snatched my soul

Even after all of that I still loved you

                Why am I such a fool?

Can’t you see how you snatched my soul

And torn it apart…

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Sorry isn’t enough (Des Blog-a-thon #14) 

Sorry isn’t enough

Can’t you see I’m broken?

You’ll never understand…

I don’t have any energy to fight anymore

I’ve tried and tried with you

Now I have to put you in the past

I’ve wasted too much time

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I Gave Up 

I gave up because I thought it was right 

It was the only way I didn’t feel stuck anymore

There was no point in trying 

Drained from putting my energy into something that didn’t matter to you

Man, I felt stupid for believing every lie you told me

I didn’t listen to my intuition 

But the funny thing is it kept bothering me 

That’s when I got wiser and began to listen to it

I gave up to not continue to be a fool 

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They looked happy.. 

The couple that looks so in love with each other

Wasn’t meant to be together

He loves her but still cheats 

He’s confused about his feelings 

If she finds out what he’s doing 

He knows her heart will be shattered 

He can’t see her go through another heartbreak 

This secret has to go to the grave with him 

She knows that something ain’t right but continues to grow deeper feelings for him

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