Off Balance

Empty feeling

Lost in deep thoughts

No motivation

Want to scream out of frustration

Okay, let me get myself together

Focus

I got this

Can’t fall off

Need to turn the negative thoughts away

Off balance

That’s not like me

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Mind Games

Mind Games

Manipulation

Selfish Acts

Lies

Emotional roller coaster

Trust Issues

Love Lost

Deception

How did this happen?

There’s no satisfaction

Of course, I’ll get no reaction

Out of you…

Now, who are you trying to screw?

Michelle, Kehlani, Tasha, Olivia

or

Michael, Jason, Kyle, Mike

Always had a pick of the week

Good at knowing how to make someone weak

Fall for your charm

Never set off false alarms

or

Devilish intentions

Mind games

Who’s your next pawn?

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Light in Me

You saw the light in me that I didn’t see in myself

I thank you for that

Even the beauty in me I fail to see

How is it possible you bought this positive light

Out of me

Happiness rains all over me

A crazy effect you have on me

Smile shining bright like the sun on a Sunday morning

Don’t want this feeling to go away

Having you around

Makes my world brighter

Stay around forever

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Tired of Being the Strong Person

Sometimes you get tired of being the strong person that’s there for everyone. They seem so dependent on you to fix what they have going on. Which you don’t mind helping any way that you can but there are times when you need someone to return the favor. You have your days when you want to break down too. Sometimes you need some motivation to keep pushing through.

If you are expected to be the strong friend or person in your group it’s okay to sometimes let your circle know you need them to be there for you. Express how you feel because maybe they are not aware of what’s going on. Remember you’re the person that’s good at making things seem like they’re all together. Sure, you don’t try to put on a fake persona that everything is perfect. You may just give out that vibe that you’re fine majority of the time.

Most people forget that the strong friend, cousin, mother, father… etc need people to lean on too. They carry on the weight of their problems plus other problems too. It’s like they’re the superhero that’s expected to save everyone and put their own personal needs to the side. Sometimes they need someone to cater to them. Like I said earlier return the favor back to them. Especially if they always are there for you through your tough times.

If you know someone that’s around you that seems to be fine all the time. Try to check up on them and make sure they are actually doing good. Even though they might not always tell you that something may be going on with them. Deep down inside they will appreciate you checking up on them or even tell you that they appreciate you for asking how they are doing. Showing that you care can go a long way trust me.

Do you have any stories to tell about a strong person in your life? Or are you the person that’s expected to be strong all the time? Share your thoughts in the comment section.

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The Trickster

Just give up already

So I can get rid of you like the rest

I just need to get this off my chest

Smart

A snake

A trickster

Looking for a victim

You don’t care like you pretend to

Selfish motives

False devotion

The trickster

Twisted more than a swisher

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Emotions Driving Me Crazy!

Sometimes I get tired of having this battle with my emotions. Why do I have to be so emotional? I swear my emotions have me feeling crazy. They have a strong hold on me which I can’t stand at times. Maybe certain situations I go through trigger my emotions to set off. Especially if I am in some type of relationship with someone. I have to protect my feelings and control my reactions because of the emotional effects.

Lord knows I try to relax and not over think things but there goes the boogeyman once again creeping up on me. That’s why I have to push certain people away before I let my emotions take over and snap! Hell, the way my mood changes make me feel bipolar. One minute I’m fine with everything then I am upset with everything that’s going on. Maybe I’m used to having my way and getting all the attention I need. When I don’t get a certain amount of attention from the person or people, I need it from it starts bothering me. Do your emotions drive you insane?

Anyways, I shared my personal issues with you to let you know that you’re not alone if you have similar experiences. Don’t let your emotions bring you down or put you in a whirlpool of depression. Get yourself together and release those negative feelings. Free your mind by going out for a while. Then again, I want you to remember to it’s okay to express your emotions if it’s through writing in a journal, venting on social media (who cares what others think about your sappy posts. If it makes you feel better go for it), talking to a trusted friend or family, or screaming at the top of your lungs. Emotions are temporary feelings.

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Envious People Don’t Show Genuine Support

There is a point in your life where you are able to see who genuinely supports you. When you get to that stage it shows you who really care about seeing you live your best life. Envious people don’t want to see you succeed though. They will do everything in their power to stop you from making it towards your success.

Even if the person or people don’t openly show their jealousy just know they express how they REALLY feel about you behind closed doors. The venom of their words speaks negativity in your path. They could be praying hard for you to crumble. Those are the type of people you have to keep an eye on. They can’t be trusted.

Think about it this way let’s say you open up a new business and trying to gain more exposure. So, you publicly announce how it would be great to have people you are close to help you out a bit with spreading the word. There are a couple of people who give you the help and support you need with sharing/liking/commenting on your posts, telling people they may know about your business, and actually buying your product.

Then you got the person who is around you all the time and clearly knows what you’re trying to do claim that they support your business. You may see this person or people as a friend or close family. They will tell you to your face “Oh, I love what you’re doing. I’m going to buy one of your products to show my support for you.” or they may tell you they will like and share whatever you post about your business. The funny thing is they never do any of those things. Yeah, a person may get busy and not be on social media all the time or may have other things going on so they may not see every little thing down their timeline. Or have a clue with what’s happening.

My point is that they are always nowhere to be found when you need a little support but you will see them going above and beyond for other folks. It may make you feel some type of way because you thought they cared about you. Some of you probably still think well that still doesn’t mean the person is jealous of what you are trying to do.

Let’s be real if a person is a true supporter of what you’re doing they will make some effort to show you that they care. An envious person will purposely not be there for you, throw slick opinions at you, and make sure they are around you while you’re having a hard time. I bet they won’t be around when you are successful because that’s what they never wanted to see in the first place.

Watch who you share your dreams and ambitions with. Some people are jealous of your ability to push towards your dreams. They might even see potential in you that you don’t see in yourself at the moment.  Keep your circle full with people who want to see you win in life.

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Temporary Lust

The temporary lust made me want you

I wanted a taste of you

Wondering what that mouth do

Then I stop myself

I wanted something more

A deeper connection

Emotional and mental connection

Lust is temporary

But Love is forever

Us together brings fire and desire

Then the realization hit me

Lust is our only connection

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Time

Time

The last thing you want to do is waste my time

MY TIME IS VALUABLE

RESPECT IT

Not a big deal to you

But it’s a big deal to me

It’s not easy for me to put my all into a person

My perception of you worsen

When I realize the time I wasted

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Soulmate

The beauty he saw in her

Is undeniable

Seeing the allure she couldn’t see in herself

Her soulmate

He’s one hell of a man

What did she do to deserve him?

Or how did he get so blessed to have her?

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