Why am I so comfortable with pain?

And afraid to be happy

Pain is what I expect

I soak it in like my skin does the sun on a hot summer day

Happiness is foreign to me

Pain gives me unexplainable safety

Not ashamed to admit I’m used to it

Finding comfort in pain

A toxic habit I’m okay with

Pain is my safe haven

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