Someone to Put in the Past (Des Blog-a-thon) #15

After all the chaos you put me through

It’s time to let you go….

You thought I would come running back like I did many times before

I can only imagine your facial expression and thoughts

When you realized I was serious this time…

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Erasing my beauty (Des Blog-a-thon #13)

Sometimes I wish I could rip my face apart

It would stop the lust in their eyes

If I’m ugly no one will stare

Well not really….

There will always be a perv that doesn’t care


Erasing my beauty will stop the curse of attracting the wrong people

Why can’t they stay away??

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Anxiety (Des Blog-a-thon) #5


You make me feel awful

You make going out in public uncomfortable

I always feel like a pair of eyes are staring at me even though their not

I can’t sleep at night because you cause me to over think little mistakes that I made

Whether it was from today, yesterday, a year or month ago…

Why can’t you leave me alone?

You’re a big distraction to my life

Why can’t I be “normal” like others?

Don’t  get me started on trying to explain anxiety without being judged

It’s difficult for anyone to understand if they never experienced it…

So, I sit alone as an outcast dealing with anxiety alone…

Links to other Des Blog-a-thon Posts

My Daily Routine (Des Blog-a-thon #1):

Common Bad Habits Most People Have (Des Blog-a-thon #2):

13 Reasons Why Video Review (Des Blog-a-thon #3):

I Have a Facebook Like Page for my Blog (Des Blog-a-thon #4):

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Self Consious 

Hoping no one brings up the features you despise the most about yourself 

Not feeling attractive cause everyone else looks “better”

Looking in the mirror feeling disgusted 

Wishing you didn’t see so many flaws in yourself 

There goes that echo in your head “why me?”

Then comes the frustration and anger

That’s the effects of being self conscious…


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It Ain’t Right 

People don’t understand my mental ain’t right 

I’ll be quick to spazz out if I don’t get myself together

This mood creeps up on me 

I try not to show the crazy side of me 

I have to distance myself before I cause harm

I don’t if it’s anxiety or depression 

Man all I need is time to myself 

Y’all won’t understand unless you been through this 

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Can you connect to my soul? 

I love those late nights laying in bed in the dark

Listening to music that expresses my soul

Lying there with futuristic thoughts

Needing somebody to connect to me on a deep level

Knowing the vibe will be strong

Let our souls connect into one

I want you to breathe and feel every inch of me

Are you the one that will connect to my soul?

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Love is a Strong Addiction

Love is the worse addiction of them all

I never knew this addiction could be stronger than any drugs 

It keeps poisoning me like a chain reaction 

The venom of love continues to take every piece of my soul

Love is supposed to be a sweet thing

But, why does it kill me every time? 

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I Gave Up 

I gave up because I thought it was right 

It was the only way I didn’t feel stuck anymore

There was no point in trying 

Drained from putting my energy into something that didn’t matter to you

Man, I felt stupid for believing every lie you told me

I didn’t listen to my intuition 

But the funny thing is it kept bothering me 

That’s when I got wiser and began to listen to it

I gave up to not continue to be a fool 

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They looked happy.. 

The couple that looks so in love with each other

Wasn’t meant to be together

He loves her but still cheats 

He’s confused about his feelings 

If she finds out what he’s doing 

He knows her heart will be shattered 

He can’t see her go through another heartbreak 

This secret has to go to the grave with him 

She knows that something ain’t right but continues to grow deeper feelings for him

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