The Aftermath of You

Aspirin is what I need for the headaches

Broken hearted isn’t what I want to feel

Caring about you is something I won’t do anymore

Deciding to put you before myself made me look foolish

Enough is enough

Fuck how you feel

GO RUIN SOMEONE ELSE’S LIFE

Healing is a process I need to go through

I wouldn’t expect you to understand

Just my luck you change into a better person after I’m done with you

Loving you is my biggest regret

Numb is how I am feeling inside

Opened my eyes to see the person you truly are

Pleading for my forgiveness won’t change a thing

Questioning you wouldn’t answer anything

Remember karma will come for you

Soak in every word I tell you

Time spent without me will eat you alive

Unhappiness will no longer surround me

Waiting for you to change is what I am tired of

X-ed out the memories I had of us

Your wicked ways won’t protect you forever

Zipping up my suitcase and leaving with no return

The aftermath of you is what made my heart numb. Loving you is my biggest regret. Drowning in my pain. If you enjoyed this poem share your thoughts!

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Your True Intentions

Deep-rooted pain

With you, I feel so ashamed

Low self-esteem surrounds me like bees swarm around honey

Insecurity is what I am accustomed to

Sex didn’t make you stay

Fake love is what you portray

You never wanted to stay

Your true intentions showed that day

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If Only the World Was Like This

If only we can all live in happiness

No hatred

Peace everywhere

People die without tragic deaths

Things happen but not to the extreme

Imagine a world like that

Sounds too good to be true right?

It’s never too late to make a change

Let’s create less pain…

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Far Away From Home

People stare

They view me as a monster

Far away from home

No family

Surrounded by strangers

I’m the one in danger

Kidnap from the only place I knew

Finding my way back doesn’t exist

Temptation came to me

Now I have to survive in this unknown world

Far away from home…

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Memories We Share

Memories

We share so many…

The pictures show our happy moments

Our messages show arguments, jokes, and sweet paragraphs

Even the anniversaries & surprises crept into my thoughts

Every thought of you stays on my mind

Wishing the memories would fade

But they stay on my mind like a permanent stain

Memories…

Letting you go created more chaos

The truth didn’t set us free

Now I am stuck with the memories wishing we were meant to be

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Your Love & Lies…

Suffocated with your lies

Knowing the truth but my heart wants to deny

The love I have for you causes me to be so blind

Why can’t I leave you behind?

Loving you is convenient

But leaving you is heartbreaking…

The repeat of the hurt triggers me to hurt you back

I want you to feel the pain too

Early karma needs to come back to you…

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Men and Their Attraction

Men…

Most of them are attracted to IG models or “baddies”

Those women always get attention

Guess I have to get half naked to get attention too huh?

They never want to give the cute and intelligent woman with real goals a chance

Some men are such fools

Their lust for women is their downfall

Men…

Why aren’t the innocent girls good enough?

Tell me…

Because they are goody two shoes?

Not “bad” enough

or shall I say not WILD enough

Men…

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Suicidal

Suicidal…

What does that even mean?

A person who wants to kill themselves from all the pain they are enduring?

A person who wants “attention?’

Someone who is experiencing depression and anxiety that pushes them to be suicidal?

A person feeling numb from the world and wants to disappear?

A person who fakes their smiles so no one would discover their sadness?

Suicidal…

A person who is heartbroken because they will never be with the person they want and can’t live without

Suicidal…

Something that happens in the spur of the moment because you’ve reached your breaking point

Suicidal…

They told you that you were strong

But are you?

Suicidal…

The “thing” you thought of but couldn’t manage to…

Pull the trigger

Overdosed on the pills

Slit your wrist

Drown yourself in the water

Hang yourself in that bathroom or bedroom

Suicidal…

That little devil talking to you to give you the courage to do it

The cry for help because now everyone will see

The thought of finally being free is the only thing that sits in your mind

Suicidal…

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It’s You I Want

Why do I crave your presence so much?

Laying in bed thinking about you…

Can’t sleep

You’re stuck in my mind

Never thought you’ll be the person I would want so bad

Too bad I can’t let you know

Deep down inside I know the thought of us probably won’t happen

I accept that though

Maybe we can try in another lifetime

What if you’re feeling the same way I do?

Nooo you’re probably not

You probably never gave it a thought

or have you?

You see I am going back and forth with myself about it

Only time will show what your intentions are or were

Never would’ve thought you may complete the piece that’s missing inside of me

It’s you I want…

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That Numb Feeling

The world around me goes on

But I’m zoned out and feel numb

Nothing around me matters

I’m lost in my own thoughts

Internally I’m dying from so much I’m holding inside

Externally I’m “good”

Who cares what is wrong anyway?

All I have is myself

Fuck everyone else

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