Why Do I Even Try? Nothing Matters Anymore

Sometimes I have to cry out of frustration

Every time when I try to do good 

It’s always a bad obstacle in the way 

Sometimes I feel like giving up is way better 

That’s why I can never get too comfortable when things are going well 

I hate being frustrated 

I hate always trying and feel like I’m not going anywhere 

I hate having everything together 

And it’s still not good enough 

I hate trying to be the good person 

And people don’t appreciate it 

I hate working hard 

And it still gets unrecognized 

I’m fed up 

Then I think about why I stress myself out

God always has my back 

Even when I don’t realize it 

© Reflection of Des 2017

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